To the woman who carried babies with me……
Keeping a close eye on my girls today…dear readers if you could take a moment to lift this high up in prayer…
Dear mother a half a world away,
Your girls… our girls are doing well… They grow strong and smart. They can hear the voice of God and speak Truth. I pray you are well. I pray a peace fills your heart and as a mother you know that you know our girls are prospering. I pray your heart heals… I am sure you had to silence many parts of it to walk away that day… I wish I could have been there to talk to you. I don’t know why you birthed them yet I get the honor of raising them. Do you know both times you were pregnant.. we were pregnant together… we carried our babies together? I pray people into your life which can speak healing to you… I wish it were me.
But I pray as a mother you know I am doing my very best , because they are my daughters and I love them fiercely…and it hasn’t always been easy yet I would gladly stand in the gap and go through it all again… because I love them fiercely. I will continue to do my very best. I love you… and I love them. I know last year I railed against the memory of you while I wiped their sweaty hair from their face… please forgive me. Know that on this day…when you walked away, they forgive you… I forgive you… Please forgive yourself…. I want healing for everyone. May a peace that passes all understanding , in this confusing time, fall on you today and forever.
The woman who will do her very best with our daughters.