Onto his Big Adventure…
Separation is the first feeling you share with your child as it enters this side of the world. A sudden separation and then that moment when your soul searches for their’s as you are disconnected in one big push. In the next breath you clutch them to your chest and stare into a face you only previously knew spiritually. Here I sit all extended with this little roly poly joyful belly set to do it all again. Which is a pretty crazy thought right now.
So we celebrated Ascension Day …and this boy who made me a momma…and now he turned into teenager surrounded by his family of 9! I now have a teenager?!?! It’s been a pretty big deal around here. It’s been more of a birthday week then just one day. People coming and going… blessing him into his new age level…assuring him of their love always. I knew what was happening at the end of this week. What would happen today. Another big push… another separation. He is going out on his own big adventure…far away without family. I fretted about what would he need to be comfortable… I tried to anticipate every situation…. but as the car door thuds shut on this thick with F.O.G. morning, I have to take my own comfort in my belief in an actual Provider. I know He loves my son more than I do. Which is a pretty crazy thought right now.